on so many levels.
first, we haven’t blogged for such a longlong time. sort of right after our last post, my then-husband served me with divorce papers. long story short, he found some very incriminating evidence that i had had extramarital “activities” and proof of my now-relationship with my may-man here. and, of course, instead of accepting or acknowledging his part in the demise of our marriage, he has ‘pinned’ it all on me and because of my affairs that our marriage was broken. riiiiiiight…
so, it took the next few months and then some to get everything in some resemblance of working order. and now, months after it was finalized and i’ve fallen into a routine with my kids and my ex, i find myself in a wonderful place with this lover of mine.
the other way, however, that it’s been sooooo long is that it’s been WEEKS since david and i have been together. he hasn’t had the availablilty that we enjoyed this winter with his wife’s travel schedule, and i’ve of course been busy getting used to single parenthood, etc.
AND now, tonight, he’s sick so we have to forgo a quick meetkissfuck tomorrow morning. and i’m a little sad. but i’m out here for the idea of us, the wonderfulness of us… i’m out here to speand some time with him and feel great. i love you, sweetheart.
It’ll work out, darlin’. In all ways. I’m sure of that.
Hugs, K