it’s been sooooo long…

on so many levels.

first, we haven’t blogged for such a longlong time. sort of right after our last post, my then-husband served me with divorce papers. long story short, he found some very incriminating evidence that i had had extramarital “activities” and proof of my now-relationship with my may-man here. and, of course, instead of accepting or acknowledging his part in the demise of our marriage, he has ‘pinned’ it all on me and because of my affairs that our marriage was broken. riiiiiiight…

so, it took the next few months and then some to get everything in some resemblance of working order. and now, months after it was finalized and i’ve fallen into a routine with my kids and my ex, i find myself in a wonderful place with this lover of mine.

the other way, however, that it’s been sooooo long is that it’s been WEEKS since david and i have been together. he hasn’t had the availablilty that we enjoyed this winter with his wife’s travel schedule, and i’ve of course been busy getting used to single parenthood, etc.

AND now, tonight, he’s sick so we have to forgo a quick meetkissfuck tomorrow morning. and i’m a little sad. but i’m out here for the idea of us, the wonderfulness of us… i’m out here to speand some time with him and feel great. i love you, sweetheart.

Oral Pleasures

David, I want to use my mouth and lips:

~on your forehead
~on your cheekbone
~on your eyelids
~in your hair
~behind your ears
~on your neck
~in your collarbone
~in your arms
~on your chest
~specifically on your nipples
~at your waist
~in your bellybutton
~at your groin
~on your -scratchthat- my cock
~around your balls
~up underneath said balls
~between your balls and asshole
~mmmm around, over and in your anus
~on your ass cheeks
~down your sexy thighs
~slatthering your killer calves
~at your ankles
~on top of your wonderful feet
~under your tender arches
~to the tips of your toes…

mmmmMMMMmmmmmmmmmmm…

i get to use my lips…

~Annie

Are we really different ages?

Annie experienced a birthday recently, so for a time our numerical ages are one year closer. For a month or two, 19 years separates us. Nineteen years. I was a sophomore in college when she was born. She was nineteen during the first Gulf War, and I had an eleven-year-old child.

There is no denying our age difference.

Or is there? My sweet Annie  supports her family, manages employees, parents her children, pays a mortgage and controls a spouse’s immaturity. She calculates risks, makes decisions, pursues additional education.

These characteristics make her a full-fledged adult in my eyes.

I may be the immature partner. I also support a family, manage employees, parent, pay a mortgage and have an immature spouse. But many would say that I never grew up, based on some behavior and the number of recent broken bones and significant sports injuries!

She has both more and less sexual experience than I. She has had more partners but less varied experiences. I had only two partners before her, but years of experience and countless time thinking, reading and fantasizing about sex.

Physically, she is fresh, young, tender. I am not, although I am pretty fit for my age.

If we are not so different in various measures of age, we have to wonder… Have we named this blog correctly?

I know that Annie will see this issue differently than I. She will write about her perceptions and then we will write something together.

–David

the way we connect…

shortly after we started corresponding, david suggested we start a little ritual of sharing what we were wearing that day. it’s a way to connect during the day, picture the other and this more often than not leads to spicy interludes and arousal. Mmmmm… arousal….

Annie, may I suggest that you develop the habit of sharing your work clothing and underwear selections, as a means to titillate me?
^David

oh my… well, im afraid my undergarment selections are not very tantilizing-worthy… i am limited these days to rather functional cotton. i am going to share with you my story someday, my struggle with weight as i prepare to tackle it once again. it has a lot but not everything to do with body image and confidence. how i was essentially programmed to think about my body and sex has everything to do with it as well. Today i am wearing a long, flowy skirt, black & sortof an opaque/light blue design with light blue scrunchy shirt. white bra and panties. plain, yes, but im not anticipating company today hmmmm… how easily you could pull my breast from its snggled home inside my soft and silky bra… lave my niplle w attention while you whiaper delightfully naughty things to me. you start the waterworks of my pussy long before we get to bed… what about you? will you please tell me what i can do to drive you absolutely insane, absolutely overridden w passion??? kisses and nibbles, annie

You just did!!! Your enthusiasm is a wonderful thing. ^David

it is as though we HAVE met already, i must say, b/c of the creamy pool that lies in my panties as we speak… hmmmm… how is it you do this to me already? very unusual circumstance for me. ~annie

I sent another face shot… did u get it? kids are down, i have my vibrator teasing my pussy so tenderly right now… enjoying you from afar… ~a

I got the face pic… I am in my hotel, no pants, hard cock in my hand… ^D

i can tell he’s special…

here we return to our email exchanges at the very beginning of our relationship. this one stands out to me because i start seeing all of the *stark* **differences** between my david and all the “other” men that are out in cyberspace, waiting to be laid.   

dear david,

sometimes i think the amount of time i spend thinking about sex is unnatural somehow, even when its the most natural things in the world. my mind drifts to you, scared to admit how exciting it is to find someone to engage my mind. really, so many of the men ive met out here are “hey baby”… sometimes its as good as trying to extract teeth as the conversation goes… rarely does it go beyond two messages. im sorta a quick weeder that way.  but now, tonight, i’ve had to touch myself already. press on my clit bc its pulsing, swollen and wanton. i’m waiting for the boys to go to bed so i can get out my vibe and releive myself. imagine your hands on me. imagine my hands exploring you. your hard cock against me. my wet center rubbing around you… mmmmm….

snuggles, annie

Real-time interlude

Annie and met this past Friday morning in a cold parking ramp in our city. We talked, kissed, hugged, tried to stay warm. Then she reached for my belt and button fly! Her desire and enthusiasm is so arousing and so much appreciated. She touched me, but soon enough she enveloped my cock with her warm, soft, wet mouth. Oh, what pleasure! I put my fingers thru her hair and held tight, sometimes raising my hips of the seat to thrust into her mouth. She groaned and moaned her approval. She is so good that very soon I could feel my climax starting.

And then I could no longer control my response, and I ejaculated. Ejaculated is the right word, because I almost always have a double climax. The first climax is ejaculation with just a bit of the “little death” feelings.

She had promised a post climax kiss so she moved up and kissed me, transferring my cum and her saliva into my mouth. It is so hot to get a post-blow kiss from her.

We talked for just a bit, but I **needed** the rest of my double climax. She lowered her mouth onto my cock and started again. I knew that a second climax was going to happen, because I had stayed hard. I was briefly distracted by passing cars, but she was equally enthusiastic the second time and I had a vein-popping, flashing-lights climax.

And then cummy kiss number two!!!

What a way to start the day!!

Oh my sweet Annie, what a gift she is…

David

and so it continues…

Annie, what a pleasure to read your email on the full screen of my laptop, rather than the mini screen of my phone.

Thanks for the warning, about how sexually needy you are. It kinds of makes me stop and think about this. I mean, you are a young, voracious, libidinous woman with strong needs and desires. And I am a frail elderly fellow who is too thin for his age, and uses all of his energy to run rather than fuck. You might just consume me on the first meeting, drain the life right out of me. I may have to think twice about this. I have my health to think of…

Ummmmm  NOT!!

Seriously, why are you worried about how skinny I am versus my age. Sure, I look pretty lean, and no one would ever accuse me of being a football player, but no one would ever look and me and think, “Too Skinny”. I guess you’ll have to decide for yourself. I am 200 lbs of lean muscle and bone, and 5 lbs of fat.

The real me is attached. Decide for yourself on the age and skinny issue.

Reciprocate with a photo of yourself, or wait. Your choice.

You like to suck cock, eh. I don’t care about that myself so much. I figure, ya had one blowjob, how much different can the next one be. Give me the remote and a good football game anytime.

Ummmmm NOT!!

My number one fantasy is an enthusiastic blowjob followed by long, slurpy, cummy kisses. I want to see you take my load in your mouth, then crawl up to me, cum ready to drip and kiss me hard and deep. I have had maybe three decent cock suckings in my life. Would you like to provide number four?

You make a big, creamy lovely mess sometimes? Not around me I hope. Sticky, icky things like that turn me off. Yuck. You better bring plenty of towels, and warm me if you are gonna do that. Shudder!!

Ummmmmm NOT!!

I’ll lick and suck every drop of your creamy juices from your body. I’ll rub your moisture onto your breasts, and suck your nipples until clean and fresh. I’ll rub my body on yours, and make you lick your juices off me.

I want to watch you masturbate, so I understand better how to get you off. I want to masturbate for you. I want to fuck you until sweat drips from me onto you. I want to fuck you from behind, with your body pushed against the hotel room window for all to see!

Regarding you versus some fit biking chick… My experience, my preference, my desire is for enthusiasm. You have infectious enthusiasm.

I have had two extramarital encounters, both with the same woman. She has decided to stop fooling around on her husband, and we remain good friends. The last time we had coffee, she told me she weighed 220 or so. I don’t have a problem with whatever you are like. Whether or not I find you attractive will have very little to do with your appearance.

David

 

dear david,

great job making me super-nervous not once but TWICE with your “ummmm…NOT”s… you are so bad. i can’t believe i fell for it twice! hopefully it’s just a statement of how tired i am.
 
but i laid in bed, reading your “ummmm…NOT”s on the tiny screen of my phone, unable to view the pic you sent and thought… oh, i can wait until tomorrow. ALMOST! i’m the type of person that if i get a card or letter from my best friend, i don’t have to open it or even read it right away. the joy of receiving it is enough for me for a whole day – sometimes two! really! but all of your words in our emails, your spirit and the candor which you have addressed me and woo-ed me thus far… it won.
 
and so, so glad.
 
i just do hope you will look as favorably upon my picture. i am not this “red” now, i returned to my fall “iced mocha” browns… i will deal with any worry i have about squishing you until tomorrow. for now, i’m going to enter dreamland thinking of a sexy, fair man in a red jersey who can’t wait for me to suck his gorgeous cock and make love to me…
 
you are an extraordinary man. thank you for our exchanges today, this week… i hope/look forward to them continuing.
 
::kisses::
 
~ annie

 

Favorably?

Ummmmm, I don’t know….

(I am such an evil person)

I just beat off to your photo, and your words about cock sucking.

That favorable enough for you?

The Dance

so the dance began. the emails came fast and furious, and with each and every one the anticipation built. and built. and built…

 

oh, david…
 
i can’t believe i continue to come out here looking for you! talk about connection, attraction…
 
the reason that i have ventured to believe i have less than a 50-50 chance hearing back from you is BECAUSE OF the candor with which i’m writing… perhaps kindof “putting it all out there” – the blech – the icky – the unhopeful – …and you’re still here. hmmm… interesting, since unhopeful is SO not my natural disposition.
 
you haven’t told me how old you are, silly, so how could that be the source of my fear? i will be 35 before the end of the year… i too think age is just a number. i’ve known 25 year olds that are old before their time, and 45 year olds who could give me a run for my money. as you could, literally with your fit self. i will admit that i have mostly dated my age and younger… but tell you that again in full disclosure and not as a decision. at all.
 
i will absolutely trust you about your availability, as long as you will continue to be honest with me about realistic expectations for it. i will be blunt: i am at my best when i am being paid attention to, when i can flirt mercilessly, and when i am satisfied sexually. the bare, bare minimum i can see that happening with is an once-a-week encounter. that said, i know life happens and it might not be that sometimes. also would expect that *sometimes* i might be more! but i will not be happy with ongoing = 1-2x/month…
 
the day has started. i’m afraid that i will have to hold off on your more intimate questions until later. however, i have to tell you i love them (good ones!) and will look forward to answering them when i can allow myself the creative energy to explore them, etc.
 
where are you traveling to today? be safe. and know a new friend is thinking of you.
 
~annie

 

Annie…

Connection? Attraction? Very mutual!! I am so hot for your personality, that I might have to go beat off just thinking about your warmth and interest.

I can absolutely guarantee attention. I’ll pay attention to you like no one else ever before. I’ll flirt, and I’ll arouse you blatantly. Via email. In person, I suspect that we will be in the middle ground between what you’d like and what isn’t enough to keep you interested.

I am traveling out of the country, returning later this week.

Annie, I like every type of woman, every body shape, every height, every one. So I know I’ll like you in person.

Would you like me to whisper soft words of desire in your ear? Or growl my arousal and need to push into you? Do you like a tender touch or roughness? How hard can I fuck you? How softly can I hold you later?

David

 
 oh you…
 
you ask such wonderful questions! what a joy to let your words wash over me, let them relax me and engage my libido for me, my marriage has been completely physically dead for over a year… we’ve maybe had sex twice. now, even daily touches and kisses are gone. so, when i relay to you and try to warn you how very starved i am… i am not kidding.
 
i love to touch, kiss… and i like it every. single. way. i TOTALLY hear you when you say sometimes you like to fuck and sometimes you like to make love… completely different and both completely needed, imho. i love soft, languid kisses as well as deep, hard kisses. i love to mix them up and make it all last forever, and also just would love once to say nothing, do it hard, fast and collapse afterward. the embrace, the snuggling, the holding… all so wonderful as well.
 
i love to talk naughty… love for you to tell me how bad you want me, need me… i want to beg for your cock and have you reward me with it. i _love_ to suck cock, i have to say… in my limited experience it is one of the most fufilling things i enjoy. i want you to whisper my name while you forget your own, my tounge and the warmmoistheat of my mouth surround you. i want you to tell me what you want, what i can do for you and to you… i am a pleaser in bed as well as enjoying myself… hmmmm… i want it, i will say. i want it every way, all the time.
 
ummm… lets see.. i think the only thing i didn’t cover was masterbating… i have a vibrator i purchased almost a year ago now and it’s become my bestest friend… i’ll just put it on low and leave it there for quite some time, warming me up… i lay in bed (used to be next to a sleeping husband, now alone), and grab and cup and twist my breasts… taking deep breaths and relaxing my body. at some point, i bring it in and out with just my pussy muscles… then i slap it hard against my mound, rhymically overandoverandover again… (i have a super-sensitive clit that can not take direct stimulation without a HUGE amount of warmup). i leave it in, pinch my nipples some more. start to squirm, imagine the scent of my lover. i slap it again, coupled with pushing it hard toward my ass. i swirl it around as well as reaching down with my finger to press that precious button. at some point, i move that vibe right up along the length of my pussy lips and it hits my clit, ready. hit it, hit it, hold it, rub it, hit it, rub, hold… .. . and i’m cumming. all over. i’ve had one lover tell me i was a “squirter”… all i know is that i make a big mess sometimes. a creamy, lovely mess…

so MY questions are of curiosity… if you love all women, why would you choose me? how am i so lucky? surely you could find a fit-partner type of woman who would satisfy you. i’m sure it’s not unusual to be a little self concious. to be honest, i’m probably more worried about how skinny you are versus your age. WHICH btw you haven’t told me yet. i suspect you know that… and will tell me when you’re ready. hmmm… i hope you write me back and answer all these same wonderful questions for me. and ask me more. i trust you that you would keep me engaged… it would certainly be considered truth thus far.
 
i must run. i will be here at work until about 900 tonight. i have a report to finish. i will try to not check too many times for your response. i’m looking forward to an IM, a telephone call perhaps. someday.
 
~annie
 

Annie, what a wonderful, arousing email.

I will answer in kind, but recall I am traveling tonight, boarding my flight in a few minutes.

Why you? You answered! You have a marvelous personality. You like sex and you are enthusiastic.

Full disclosure… I am 55, much too old for you. You implied that 45 is your upper limit. So I am way over that.

You are about 5 years above my lower cutoff, btw.

Boarding called…

I love to suckle a sensitive clit…

David

The Proverbial Other Shoe

when i look at the flurry of emails that transpired between us, i am literally awestruck. yes, some are short little quips and we’ll get to more of those, i’m sure… but the dynamic was set right away of frequent and substantive communication… which was so refreshing and such a relief! one hurdle taken care of, in my opinion. next, david wrote me back, confirming his interest:

Annie,

Thanks for your reply. I am away this weekend, and we are driving back soon, so I don’t have much time to reply.

I enjoyed hearing your history, and I’ll be happy to share mine as well. Finding someone that is local, trustworthy, mutually attractive and that there is a connection with is very hard. I am happy to hear that you found two that gave you some happiness.

The same sense of sincerity that I read in your ad came through strongly in your email. And I am basically ecstatic that you liked my message, short as it was.

You have rules, I have rules, lets just hope that our rules are acceptable to one another.

I am *certainly* interested… way beyond certainly, in fact.

Tell me more about yourself and what you are looking for. I expect to be home by 8 or 9 pm and will be online after that.

Again, thanks for your reply.

David

 

and again, i was so very wordy in my response… i can’t imagine why since that’s so unlike me ::rolls eyes::…

wow – what a pleasant surprise! i have to say that i thought the odds of you replying were way under 50-50 when i got done with that email… but i didn’t know what else to say, it was just what was on my heart at the moment. i came out here to confirm that i hadn’t recieved a response from you, although obviously hoping (and thankful) that was not true.

i think the easiest way to describe what i’m looking for is to repeat what you’ve sensed already: sincerity. i’m looking for someone to share a little bit of life with, to “date” (using the term very loosely, of course)… i would like to care for someone, give to someone, enjoy someone’s company and have all that be reciprocated, too. i would love to find an adventurous, romantic and intimate partner for full-on sexual endeavors, as well as someone i can find a little solace with in a hug, cuddle and kiss.

obviously all of this takes a backseat to “real lives”, i.e. our families (do you have kids?). but hopefully between lunches and meeting after work once in a while and maybe even a longer afternoon or something in a blue moon… we’d truely find a friend to, like i said, share a little corner of life with. a corner that’s full of the sparks and energy and excitement that comes with “new love”-type feelings…

unfortunately – or fortunately? i don’t know which it is actually – but anyway, in the interest of full disclosure, my spouse will probably not be in the picture for too much longer. things have been getting increasingly worse over the last three years or so… he knows nothing of my extracirricular activities, and i’m growing accepting of the split. my heart breaks only for my two young kids… whose world is going to be thrown upside down. anyway, i want you to know that b/c it’s part of my hurt right now, part of where my heart is at, but i am in no way looking for a replacement. i can’t ever imagine making such a committment again, actually, and just really ask that you trust me on that. once you meet me, and can, i will appreciate it.

wow – so if i haven’t driven you away YET we must be doing REALLY WELL

me. quick synopsis of me. i am a creative spirit but not a very accomplished one i must admit. i dabble in a little bit of everything from handicrafts to cooking to geneology… the thing i probably enjoy most is photography. very much an amature, but i enjoy telling a story through photos. oh! and i also do some writing. some reporting in my earlier years, but mostly fiction now. i am 5’7″, larger, plus size lady, medium length/medium brown hair, blue eyes, infectious smile (i’m told)… i love the outdoors. have loved biking, hiking, etc… i love the water – lakes, rivers, the falls, anything – it relaxes me and makes me happy. i love live music, watching movies and tv series on dvd… i love taking a walk anywhere, but especially downtown or various “main streets”.

hmmmm… that seems like quite enough! hope your drive went well and the sunday night routine is comforting at your home. im afraid i will be repeating myself, but i do hope i hear from you again and regardless wish you all good things! i’m sort of astounded at myself, the transparency i’ve shared here… like i said, perhaps it’s “processing”, perhaps something else.

~a

 

then this came; the proverbial ‘other shoe’:

Annie,

Tell me why you thought the odds were way under 50-50? Serious question…

I could just say that you and I are looking for exactly the same thing, but that wouldn’t be very nice or very fair to you. I could have written your second paragraph, because that is exactly what I want. By the way, I can’t find your original ad (not that it matters), so I refer to it in replying more carefully.

You were open about characteristics that you think might be a problem for me, so I’ll do the same. I work too much, spend a lot of time exercising, and my wife also works closeby to where I do. These things combine to mean that I don’t have a lot of free time. I might not be as available as you would like. I am also extremely cautious about my wife finding out and her being hurt by my activities.

I love her. I never want to see her hurt because of my extracurricular activities. I will be with her forever. I am a marriage-for-life kind of guy. (Don’t read any judgment of your situation into my words, either.)

I am older than you. I don’t know how much older, because I don’t know your age. Maybe too old. That is your judgment call. Old is a number and old is perspective. I will understand, although I will be unhappy, if you find me too old.

I’m tall and fit. I’m a biker. Most Saturday mornings I bike 30+ miles, even into the fall and winter as long as it’s not a blizzard. Let’s just say that means I don’t tire easily.

I work in a scientific field in a large, international industry. I manage a team of people but still get out to consult once in a while, usually to New York or California. And as I said, I work too much.

My libido is constantly roaring at a deafening pitch–I’m so horny all the time that I wonder if my libido is a pleasure or a curse. I can control my libido, but trust me, sometimes you’d want me to let it go, to your benefit and mine.

I like to make love and I like to fuck. I have an adventurous tongue–you’ll never hear me say, “Oh, you should have showered first!” And I’m a little kinky.

Let’s spend the time writing and getting to know each other.

Your infectious smile comes thru in your writing.

Hugs!!

 

i was very unenthused that this man seemed so wonderful, but that his free time would be so limited… i was certain i didn’t want to compromise, wasn’t going to go down a road that wouldn’t prove to be fruitful anyway. life is too short. i didn’t know what to be other than honest:

My first thoughts are that unfortunately while i’m looking for something casual/fwb/nsa… i am looking for something regular i.e. more often than it sounds like you would be able. working so close to your wife i would imagine is going to a big hurdle to overcome in that regard. you sound like you truely -dare i say- adore your wife… its too bad she doesnt share your passions, desires. i trust you have tried to introduce them to her, entice her to your active, adventurous and kinky side…. its so very unfortunate… i think we would have matched well, as half the attraction is already taken care of – i can tell you are an engaging and compelling man, in lots and lots of ways, that really really matter. if you want to continue to be penpals or whatever, i believe i would enjoy that very much. ~annie ———- Sent from my mobile phone

but he continued his charm:

Annie,

Groan of sadness….   I feel the connection, the attraction…  but…

Don’t be so quick to judge whether or not I would have the time you want. What I wrote was in the same vein of full disclosure as yours were. Or maybe you are really concerned about age, and want to be kind.

I personally think it is way too early to have made up your mind about where we might go. You asked me to trust you regarding your potential split with your husband. How about if you give me the benefit of the doubt regarding my availability.

Let’s keep writing–I don’t need to take a break.

Tell me about how you like to be kissed and touched. Tell my about your favorite body part (sexually). Tell me how you masturbate.

Share with me!

 

and i guess we’ll get to that next time…

On the Start of Our May-December Relationship

This all started due to an ad Annie placed on Craigslist. Well, it started for us respectively at different points that I’m sure we’ll share with you, but our journey together started here with Annie’s ad:

Title: (casual encounters) In search of tall, smart, funny SWM for LTR – w4m
Hi, thank you for reading my post. I’m a MWW with children, 35, 5’7″ BBW seeking friendship, meaningful conversation and fun times with an attractive man with the same interests for a LTR. I like the outdoors, movies and am willing to try new things. This is a serious post, please serious replies only. Write me a note if you’d like to talk: tell me about yourself and what you’re ideally looking for. Hope to hear from you soon.

David responded with:

Hi:

Nice ad. Your sincerity shows through, I like that. I was planning to write my own CL ad today, but maybe I’ll wait to see what you have to say. I would have written:

MWM seeks MWF for long-term caring, loving relationship. I’m a tall, educated professional; happily married enough to stay married, not happily married enough to not be interested in another woman. I am not a player. I value caring, intelligence, commitment. I don’t care about age or shape or color. I’m fit myself but not a fanatic about it. I’m funny, snarky, have a kinky side. I need to learn about someone and develop a caring, trusting relationship before anything else.

Please tell me more about yourself.

And then David waited… And waited… Traveled away for the weekend… Forgot about the ad and his response… And Annie finally responded with this:

hi!i’ve kept your email marked “unread” in my inbox i guess almost for a week. to be honest, after reading it i had to remind MYSELF that i was looking for a single guy. your words rang very true for me, sincere (as you described mine), and i wanted to reach out.

 

the preference for single comes from two significant FWB relationships i’ve had in the last two years. they were both wonderful experiences, and individually taught me many things. the first was married, however, and we stopped seeing each other b/c his wife became suspicious about his behavior. she didn’t catch us or anything like that – he was just truely “happier” and this caused her alarm. we did what we always said we would as difficult as it was and ended it immediately. we are still friends, although it took us a very long time to be able to be ready to see each other in person.

my second FWB was a single guy. = ROCK ON! his own apartment, available to hangout as well as the sex, etc. …but i’ve found he was quite the anomaly as well. we really sort of “dated” more than anything now that i look back on it. but i always told him that if he found someone he wanted to date for REAL to do that, and just tell me. he never did, then lost his job about idk six months ago and had to move out of state.

which, brings me to my current search. it’s been quite unfruitful thus far… a couple nice lunch dates, but then weird “rules” and parameters that just weren’t okay with me. it’s odd, but in this kind of relationship you almost have to have as much as or MORE trust as you do in any other kind! i’m a big believer in gut instinct and my people-reading abilities… so, that’s what i go with. for example, i don’t need/want a man who won’t give me his cell phone number but i would NEVER have his number and ever call it when it wasn’t what we had predetermined as safe. weird, probably… my own ”rule” i guess, but it’s what i got!

so really, i don’t know why i’m telling you all of this. it could be that i’m just processing and was in the mood right now, i guess… it could be that i really liked your message and i just don’t know what’s next for me. whether that includes you or doesn’t i guess will be up to you, first of all.

i’ve gone on enough! if you’re still interested i will *certainly* tell you more about myself, likes/dislikes/etc. …if i’m not what you’re looking for i wish you all the best in your continued search.

~A